One Last Time

I break my heart over and over,
Just to feel the dull ache of,
The happiness that was once there.
I re-live it all,
Every touch,  every whisper,
Every promise now broken.
Over and over,
Ripping and shredding my heart,
With each memory,
To feel for,
Just one second,
That flicker

Of a flame,
The warmth of happiness just one last time.