Two loves, One True Love

A Poem by Unbrokenkat

Poem or story...just a random writing

I remember the times that we had together, how you use to wait for me.
The way we held hands and laid in the sun together...how we fell asleep side by side.
The times we skipped and the time we went to the beach. I fell in love again.
I miss those days terribly but in truth...they would sum up to nothing in the end.
I was heartbroken. I thought I could have moved on with you but I was still in love with my crush
and I didn't mean that much to you.
You both have taught me so much and showed me what love is.
You both gave me something to look forward to and gave me strength.
The second love was a good memory made but not to be kept, just to be remembered.
However, The first love was an honest and long awaited love, the one I always have wanted.
The one i always wanted from the beginning and always thought Id never have.
I have made so many mistakes and waited for him till I started to doubt.
Ive cried my tears and had my fights.
Ive made some bad choices, some pretty horrible that I can never forget.
I shall have to live with everything that I have done, and the choices I have chosen shall never be redone.
Its seemed like Ive lived 30 years instead of 18 years.
I've hurt people and I've been hurt but that has made me smarted and stronger.
But one choice I am so happy with and glad I have made is that I am finally able to love a guy that I have been
waiting for and thought would never love me back.
I'm finally with him.