My internal Battle

 I can't stop thinking,

My life flashes through;

and every ounce is wasted

as it falls in front of you.

My whole heart is shattered,

and my body wastes away.

my mind is numb and dying.

my soul slowly decays.

My eyes are black and hollow,

my voice is dry and hoarse;

and my breath is finally burning

as it gives its final course.

I can not see the sunshine;

The shadows fade to black.

I gave me what I gave me

receiving nothing back.

So I kill myself hysterically

and wish the world to burn.

as I die from my insanity,

the maggots in me churn

I'll find a way to victory,

but in me I will find

My demented ways are killing me.

How could i be so blind.

So burn for me, so ghastly

as I waste away in tar.

Its thickness suffocating me;

then i will win this war.

Author's Note

I had originally named it "Tar", but "My Internal Battle" Sounded cooler. =^-^=