Six Years Ago

Six years ago

I met a boy

A stranger in fact with boy like features

Ones I've never seen before yet yearn to feel.

He captured me till this day he intrigues me

We spend hours online chatting, creating fable memories

Who would have thought that one's imagination could ever run so wild?

He goes through my mind like a book with a hundred pages easily going through a thousand of word yet still manages to paint a picture of this puzzled mind.

How he seems to understand what not even I can get leaves me astonished.

I've never met a person who is so eager to understand why,even when knowing isn't getting them the enough information they need.

Every fourth day of the fourth night we speak telephonically. 

He once expressed and I dismissed

But never has he ever made love to mind the way he is now.

When we speak it's as though we making love the forward and backward movement of the penis are his words.

He's voice leaves me moaning and screaming to the ceiling and when he chuckles I cannot help but to get an orgasm of mental stimulation.

I haven't the slightest idea of what he looks like. But I feel a man with dreams. Or have I created a being I wished existed?

He's seed is planted in me. I can feel the emotions grow

I can feel that organ that's inside of me thats meant to be pumping blood but is not.

How could it neglect it's duties just to get me carried away by a boy who is now a man? Till today it saddens me that I never got to play with the boy in him. But at least I got a chance to feel him mature.

What I feel inside confuses me. What I feel with him scares me. How can it be I ask? How can I see into eyes I've know nought of? How can I feel when his body is only real to me in my dreams?

Six years ago that boy become a part of me and six years later it doesn't sit well with me if a day goes by without me talking to this man.

Reviews

[Shekinah2015]

It starts pretty well, but then the verses become reeeeeeeeaaaaally long. So at first it seems to be a poem, and then turns into prose. But good work otherwise :)

God bless.