A Monster

A Monster

A Poem by Kayla_May

for Haley, Alex, Hunter, Morgan, Shelby. This has alot of meaning and alot of different parts apply to all of the above people.


It's hard to see who I used to be

and not wish I were still that person

I've changed but not for the bad.

but to be a young child again....

i'd do anything for that.

because i've seen all the people i've hurt along the way

and I wish I could take it back

to go on and move on.

but I still hurt because that piece of heart I gave to them...

is still with them. and it hurts in return of what

I did, the ache still echos in my heart of what i've done.

The trust, that was built up strong

tumbled in moments,

years passed, the pain faded

but still has never left. and...i dont think it will.

My life is like a paradise compared to what theirs is

and i feel guilty for letting them go.

To be friends. is the best thing i could ever revive.

because i have missed them for quite some time.

Beauty is a plague.

take it away.

For it just makes me a monster.

© 2010 Kayla_May

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It's difficult to write and admit what you did. With the realization, you have made a leap forward. Don't worry , friends are not far..I like this cathartic writing.

Posted 10 Years Ago

And morgan's attempt at being wise is funneh!

Posted 10 Years Ago

0 of 1 people found this review constructive.

I love it..great flow. The line "beaty is a plague. take it away. for it just makes me a monster' shows what society is trying to reinforce in all of us. But what exactly do you mean you've hurt us along the way?

Posted 10 Years Ago

0 of 1 people found this review constructive.

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Added on May 12, 2010
Last Updated on May 12, 2010



Twin Falls, ID

my name is Kayla and i like to play the guitar and piano. i love going to church and i am chrisitian. My best friends are Shelby and Morgan if you want to know more about me just ask! more..

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