Torment of Psychosis

Slash of the knife,
taking the gift of life.
Gone to black forever,
crushing the dreams of another.
Anything to dull my own pain within.
no matter the price no matter the sin.
My cries weren't something you wanted to hear,
now you lay neck sliced ear to ear.
So plain I wrote it, so plain I spoke it,
but then you went on and broke it.
hate hate hate hate hate hate
all that I feel, is sorrow and hate!
the redundancy kills my mind!
afterwards ravaged passion leaves me blind.
acts of desperation,
prevent the salvation.
strangled my mind is crushed,
I fight so hard to keep these feelings hushed.
but I feel them eat at my brain.
and its always pushing me insane.
Self destruction! Self destruction!
embrace the disease,
anything to make it cease!
the racing heart, the shattered world,
watching my skin curl.
Ripped in half at my soul, blood covering the place,
death will have a face.
death will have a face.
death will have a face.