On my Mind

He wanted to know what was on my mind, but I'm not sure if he understood that I told him.

I remember the first day of high school

When you and I ended up sitting almost

                I guess not quite

Next to each other

 

I know now you thought my long black hair

Fish netted thighs

And big black Goth boots

Were

Weird

 

You probably noticed I was drawing

Because I remember you showing me yours

I was conceited, and you

Well let’s just say

 

You were definitely NOT

The hot kid who sat behind me in English class

Who I know now only really

Has about

                Half a brain

You were

More so the weird kid who sat near me in

                                Math

 

But even so

I will never understand

What exactly

Possessed me

To be so cruel to you

 

And now

Dare I say

I have fallen

In love with you

 

And well you

                Hated me

And honestly I don’t blame you

If anything it’s nothing short of a miracle

That you and I have made it this far

 

And this rocky

Summer after Senior Year

Isn’t even over

                Yet

 

But really all I have to say is

I’m glad you forgave me

Because god I was a

                 Twat

 

And now it’s the weirdest thing

But instead of jade colored midnights

                And red skinny jeans

I find that on my mind at 3am when I’m just

A little bit too tipsy

Is you

And your bright blue eyes

 

And how even though I know you’re not

One hundred and ten percent open with me

I have this desperate need to tell you

 

I will always be there for you

And I know you’re closed off

But I want you to trust me

In your own time

And

You’re

                Not

                                Alone

 

I

Promise.

Author's Note

everything here is intentional

Reviews

[MoriartyMesa]

The end is nice, makes a person not feel like they are on their own.



Nice job