A Broken Poem

nothing to say here.

Some days I punch walls

                So someone

                                May ask

to take me out of my own

           Company

for awhile

 

I think it’s time

I am honest

                for once

                                in my

                F*****g life

 

I hate this mediocre hand life dealt me

I want to be three straight sevens, and a royal flush

                not two in a row, and a straight

 

just good enough to stay in the game

never good enough to win

 

I also think

                                way too much

these days

                especially when I should be

           long

                asleep

 

instead I’m wide awake

left alone with no one

                just me

and let me tell you something

 

god I hate my own

                                company

 

you see I’ve been stuck in this

                art block

my entire life

so much for similar subject matter

                                my s**t’s all the same

 

I’m always romanticizing the

                Color

                                Blue

 

I’m sick of Sky Girl haunting me

                telling me to

                                write her

into my Poetry

with her ocean eye’d lover

I can’t bring myself to do anything other then

           …..

 

I guess it’ true what they say

Last summer is

just another form of PTSD

                                and I have nothing to complain about

                anyways

 

I like to write to much about

                Love

                And

                Money

 

And how much they

                Both

                                Suck

 

 

 

 

Don’t worry

                                I know this poem

                Is broken

And I

                Love you

Author's Note

everything is intentional

Reviews

[Adreamer's Bluejay]

I love this. It feels so personal that any comment other than that might be over stepping boundaries. But this is perfect. Wonderful. Beautiful. Amazing write.

[kera moondust]

Thank you so much =) I appreciate the read.