Depression

Depression

so bored and tired not a cloud in the sky,

nothing on the television,

my headache is starting to make me dizzy,

why oh why can no one see in my mind,

I think of suicide,

how easy it would be but,

how my conscience tells me "NO",

every day I suffer through the thoughts and,

mask my emotions,

I seem to come across the sight of my friends,

having to deal with my suffering,

and so I wear this smile,

to give them some ease to the thought of me dying,

why do I have to wear this smile,

why don't people just understand,

The pain and torture they put me through,

why don't people just learn to leave me be,

to stay away so they don't get hurt,

but do they listen to my warning,

NO.

Author's Note

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Reviews

[I Am Svetlana]

I completely understand how you feel in this poem. Everytime I think about dying, or suicide, I ALWAYS think of my friends' and family's reaction and how badly it would effect them and I know i wouldn't want to put them through that.
I always wish for someone to understand me and how I feel most of the time...but many people just push it aside.
Excellent write!

[Kat24]

Hi,
Nice job. I can understand what u are saying when you get headaches not fun. Keep writing. Kat24

[SilentDreamer]

Exactly. We all feel like that (or most of us) or atleast understand where you are coming from. It's very easy to relate to. I like it. Great job.