Don�t Understand

F**k you b***h, don’t talk to me ever again, is what he said to me. Everything that I loved about that man just went away, my eyes filled up with tears ready to let loose. What the f**k… I thought he loved me? Why would he call me out my name? I don’t understand anything at this moment. All these different feelings start flying around; I hate him but I love him, I want him out my life but I don’t wanna let him go. I cry for the next 30minutes, head hurting, eyes red, I don’t know what the f**k to do. The fact that a few seconds ago he told me he loves me then turns around and call me a b***h, a B***H yall, I really don’t understand, My head hurts, but he’s out of my life, tears are still falling, eyes are still puffy and red, I don’t understand. He said he didn’t want to lose me he didn’t want me to hurt him again. This n***a called me a b***h yall I don’t even understand. He never really loved me cause if he did he would never in his life call me a b***h, but I guess it’s my fault cause I put my heart out there and gave it to him and he crushed it. I don’t understand the point of that relationship I should of saw it coming. He was to good to be true, the man that I thought he was is now the man that I don’t ever want to know again.



                    By: LaVercia Porter
                                2007