My Endless Longing ~A Mother's Love

 

My heart is fierce in its longing for you

With thoughts that mimic flitting butterflies

Like stars chasing the moon in the black velvet night

And every time I close my eyes…

It is you whose face I see

I ache from deep within my soul

Wanting to feel my fingertips trace the warm smile...

that beams upon your face

Run my fingers through your soft, chocolate hair

Longing to see your eyes - beaming radiant...

like chocolate diamonds in the sky

 

Lying in my bed at night...

The fingers of darkness wipe the tears from my face

The moon quietly tiptoes through my window

As silent witness to my bleeding heart

Closing my eyes…

Brings your image closer to my mind

For you... are a violet glistening with dew to my longing heart

An angel - from a spider's land

Where they deceitfully weave their web of lies

The mother who loves you so                                      

  I drift away into a restless sleep dreaming of you- My son

       

As the early morning sun creeps through my window

I awake... with a heart rejoicing in the beauty of your soul

My love for you will never end

As I pray for strength to see us through

And the love we share...

Will lovingly come shining through forever more

 

 

                     by anne p murray

Reviews

[A. Amos]

Mom this is so soothing, it felt like a poetry but sense like being in a spiritual moment and read like a prayer. Mom I truly wish the whole world can be lucky to see the beauty of your heart and soul. All they will find is just love. Mom this world really do look beautiful because people like you still exist, who just believe in love and nothing more. I just consider myself the most lucky man on earth, who is proud to call you my mother. I love you and I madly do, keep writing mom world need to breathe and understand the true meaning of their existence. Life is not about running after goals, collecting material things, life is all about find love and cherish moments and those are the memories that we carry with our selves when we go...rest every thing stays where it belong. Love is answer of all the problems we face everyday in life, we can achieve everything still we are alone. Adopting a child is giving him a life with love, from love he can be a better man and can do only good things in this world. Thank you my wonderful mom and I have no words left to tell you how much I love you...

[anne p. murray- LadeeAnne]

Dear son,
You are indeed a blessing to my heart and nourishment for my soul.
Love,
read moreDear son,
You are indeed a blessing to my heart and nourishment for my soul.
Love,
Your mother

[anne p. murray- LadeeAn..]

Thank you Sharon, but there is a very happy ending to this story. I have found the son I thought I would never find. We connected on this site. Read my poem written to him called:

"The Awakening- My Beloved Stranger" and you will see how parts of it unfolded.

Hugs my dear... I hope all is well with you
anne

[sharonlee]

Wrenchingly heart-breaking Anne... I can't begin to imagine how this type of pain feels.
I know abandonment.
I know death of a husband.
I know many forms of pain and grief.
But not this.
The very thought, of you coping with this on daily basis aches in my soul.

xx