Yours TrulyA Story by Jessi BerlastyYours Truly A man
of about twenty years of age paced his destitute apartment. Water leaks ran
down the walls, leaving brown streaks stark against the white walls, and a
strong smell of mildew hung around in the humid summer air. The man ran his
hands through his oily black hair, pulling on it slightly. His skin was sallow
and his clothes were in as much disrepair as his house. His jacket smelled like
sour sweat, his pants clung to his sweaty legs. With his hole-ridden socked
foot, he kicked the dresser, holding back a yelp of pain as the hard wood came
in contact with his foot. A few
minutes passed as he continued to pace, threatening to run down the hardwood
flooring of his house. He only stopped to watch a cat with orange patchy fur
climbed into his window. “Boss,” the man whispered, running towards the cat,
picking it up. He ran his hands over the cats matted fur, a few fleas jumping
onto his arms, biting him. “I don’t like this place, B-boss. There are so many
bad p-people.” He spoke slowly to even out his stutter. The cat mewled in
response, purring in his arms. “Th-those w****s were turning tricks again. I
was on my way home and they s-stood there waiting for the Devil to purge their
body. They will b-burn for their indecency, Boss.” The cat jumped out of his
arms and out the window, leaving the man to wallow in his loneliness. The man
walked down the street, body soaked in sweat from working in a factory. Kids
were screaming in delight as they chased each other and the men stood in front
of the houses smoking cigars. His body became rigid as he turned the corner. Whitechapel. This street was notorious
for its w****s and opium addicts. The man drew in his jacket, despite the
sweltering heat. He felt safer in his jacket, impervious to the sin that soaked
the streets. “Hello,
luv,” a woman rasped out, grabbing his forearm. He pulled back, repulsed. The
rouge running down her face, her teeth eroded with sin. “You look lonely.” She
rubbed at the lapels of his jacket seductively, oblivious to the disgust the
man showed. “For a few pence, I can make you a lot less lonely.” The man pushed
her away and ran down the street, the woman’s mocking cackle following him all
the way to his apartment. He
yanked off his jacket as though it had burned him, throwing it onto the floor.
He sank down, his back against the door. “Do not prostitute thy d-daughter, to
cause her to be a w***e; lest the land f-fall to whoredom, and the land become
full of wickedness,” he mumbled. “And the land b-become full of wickedness.” His
voice grew louder. He began repeating the end of the phrase over and over,
getting louder and louder. The orange cat sat and watched as he fell into a
ritual of rocking back and forth, saying those words as if they comforted him
like a mother would. Hours
passed before he stopped his odd behavior, he lay on the floor, sobs racking
through his body. Through his tear glistened eyes; he looked up at the cat, which
had not moved since his episode had begun. “B-b-boss,” he stuttered out,
reaching for the cat. Finally mobilizing, the cat walked up to the poor man,
stopping right in front of his face. The man caressed its fur, sending the cat
on edge. Swiftly the cat scratched the man’s neck, running out the window.
“B-boss?” the man cried, his hand covering the scratch. His heart sank as blood
slipped through his fingers. He got up to inspect his cut in the grimy mirror.
He knew what he must do. He
walked down the street, the cool summer air blowing his jacket (a separate one
that was not soiled). His walk was full of purpose. He was punished for his
sins, Boss made sure he was. He felt clean again, the evil left his body. He
walked up to a group of ladies of the night and waited for them to notice him.
One woman, about thirty years of age staggered up to him. “Good evening,” she
smiled, the smell of liquor wafting off of her and singeing the hair in the
man’s nose. A cruel smile slinked across his face. “You’re
p-perfect.” They
stood in a dark alley, the woman kissing at his neck, a grimace painted on the
man’s face. The woman suddenly jumped back, blood soaking her ratted clothes.
She tried to run, but the man grabbed her wrist. Grasping her neck tightly, he
pushed her against the wall. Unable to breath and call for help, the woman
flailed around, trying to free herself from his grip. He drew a blade along her
stomach again; blood trickled from the new wound. She looked at the man with
pleading eyes, tears and snot running down her face. Her heart began to sputter
as he ran the blade across her abdomen again and again. “For the life of a
creature is in the b-blood, and I have given it to you to m-make atonement for
yourselves on the altar; it is the b-blood that makes atonement for one’s life,”
he chanted. “It is the blood.” He said the last part dreamily. He grabbed the woman’s hair and
gave one last swipe of the blade across her neck. She fell to the ground,
grasping her neck. The blood oozed out of her neck, gargling in her throat as
she tried to collect air. The man stood there and watched as life drifted from
the woman’s body. She lay limp in the dirty street. He grabbed an old bottle
that someone carelessly threw away and scooped the blood into the bottle. It is the blood that makes atonement for
one’s life. He took pliers out of his pocket and opened her mouth. Placing
the pliers on one of her front teeth, he pulled. The tooth came out easily and
with a satisfying crack. He put the tooth in his pocket and pulled out four
more teeth, each more satisfying than the next. He sensed the morning would
come soon, so he let the woman lay there to be cooked in the hot summer sun. He
strolled down the street, back to his apartment, with blood soaked clothes,
holding a bottle and the knife. His prized possessions, his first salvation. He sat
at the shaky table in his apartment due to one leg being slightly lower than
the rest. A piece of parchment lay in front of him. He dipped his quill into
the bottle but found that it was much harder to write in blood than he thought.
Getting up, he retrieved an ink well. Sitting down, he dipped his quill in the
ink, red dripping off of it. He wiped the excess ink off and began to write. As
he wrote the first few words, he felt pressure around his ankle. He looked down
to see the orange cat rubbing against his leg, purring. A happy smile fell on
the man’s face as he looked at the parchment and the first two words he had
written down. Dear Boss, © 2011 Jessi BerlastyAuthor's Note
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7 Reviews Added on April 10, 2011 Last Updated on April 13, 2011 AuthorJessi BerlastyINAboutI have always been really bad about these "About Me" things. I am twenty years old. I am a Creative Writing and and Psychology major. I live in Indiana. I love cats. I love every kind of cat. I have t.. more..Writing
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