Combustion

How I feel currently, in life.

Each day, I get closer to wanting to f**k everything up.
I feel so much emotion, my mind blurs, static
I try to write it out. I try to draw.
But nothing comes out, and the anger beings to crawl.
The depression makes me bawl.
I try to grip for sanity, but the faster it takes me

They all sit and watch
They want to see you suffer,
They do things on purpose to make it rougher
I don't need anyone or anything,
I can't even help myself
Just leave me in my hole
Allow me to redesign, this long ago, broken mind.

Author's Note

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