He's all I see

You know I can't control myself.

He's the only one I see.

Whatever you try won't work,

because I've always got my eyes set on him.

You buy me special jewelry.

I lie to you.

You try to whisk me away.

I really do hate you.

Why wont' you accept that?

Is it to hard to comprehend?

I don't love you,

and I never will.

So...

Don't buy things for me anymore.

Don't throw rocks at my window.

Don't love me anymore.

I never really wanted you.

You were just a band-aid,

for my damaged heart.

When I needed you,

you were there.

When I needed him,

he wasn't anywhere to be seen.

Even when he gave me those marks,

he was still the only one.

You can't be the only one,

because he is the only one.

I know this must hurt but it's true.

Please stop hurting yourself.

You know,

I know,

     and he knows.

He is the only one I'll ever love,

because he's all I see.

Maybe one day though,

I'll tell him how I really feel...

Author's Note

Sometimes love is a beautiful thing that needs to be cherished.
Sometimes love is a tortureous thing that only brings pain to the ones you love. Sometimes love is just love...