No one will care, I am worthless

Suicidal thoughts

With one knife I can make this all disappear
One moment can get rid of this pain forever
I don't need to keep pretending
No need for the fake laughter and fake smiles
With an instant I can see the whole universe pass me by
No one will care, I am worthless

With one razor I can say goodbye
Blood and pain are better
Cuts will never heal
But I will finally be free 
No one will care, I am worthless

With one step I can fall and escape this life
Stop being a waste of space 
Worthless
Shown me through they're actions that
No one will care, I am worthless

With one bottle of meds I can finally be myself
No need to worry about them disapproving 
No one will care, I am worthless  

With one finger i can pull the trigger
Close my eyes 
The last thing I will hear is a gunshot
No pain just gain
Tired of playing Russian roulette 
Might as well end the game
No one will care, I am worthless

With one rope I can hang from my own destiny
Watch as I say goodbye to pain
No one will care, I am worthless

With one simple action I can stop the bleeding
But I wait 
Wait for you to stitch my wounds


I can only wait so long....
Until the pain becomes too much
And I say goodbye 
No one will care, I am worthless