The Pain

With every word that`s said

My heart breaks a little more

Every time you ignore me

The pain increases

With every pill I take

I feel like I`m being loved

With every cut I make

The pain gets harder and harder to remember

Its apathy

I know its not the awnser

But for me it is bliss

To not feel, to not remember how much my love hurts me

I can almost smile and mean it these days

Because I think I`ve finally stopped loving you