What If?

What if we have never met?
Should I still be caught in dread?
Will I still write inspirations
out of a congregation?

What if I cannot write
new words to my delight?
Simply wondering about you
and writing it down, just a few

What if I do not paint
lights and sounds with interpret
Who would know my implications
of read books, information

What if I do not exist?
Just a whisper in the mist
Will my ideas still wander
around minds of islanders?

What if I never wondered
from the beginning and over?
There is something I did not see
Oh, what if I am not me?