The Connoisseur Of Truth

My path in the realistic spirituality.

I have walked only two paths in this life so far

The path of the blind and the path of the awakened

I have traveled across terrain of apathy

Empathy and utter disaster before me

I have lost people and friends

I have collapsed my sense of salvation and reality

I succumbed to the calamity of harrowing and deceit

I have been to both heaven and hell in my descent and ascension

I have always glanced to my personal mirror

Of duality between angelic and demonic

I have never considered the consequences

Of choosing between both sides subconsciously

I have awakened and removed my blindfold to the truth of reality

However in doing so, lost myself

I have pivoted between battles of life and death

Deciding the victor and loser

I have always been alone in my journey

But I was never lonely for I had help in my endeavors

I have reached the climax of falling into the abyssal cesspool

Of apathy and emotional demise

I have awaited the moment of rescue

That is to never come in dire desperation, but never came

I have sunken a new persona of apathetic hope

To revive my fallen soul in the depths of conspire

I have finally achieved the shield of apathy and sword of empathy

But consider my utilization

I have now only one option remaining

Towards the zenith upon apex

To fight and survive this newly wedded battle of utter chaos and oblivion