Meltdown

Everything closes in tight around my brain.
Aneurism .
Every part of me wants to escape.
Flood over my cheek bones like waterfalls.
Alone with misrepresentation as my only friend.
Failure.
No matter the effort.
Martyr.
Kiss them goodbye
Lost in a cloud of smoke.
Bitter.
Inhaling all the wrong in search for the right.
Where do I turn when everyone gave up on me.
Smothered and lost the one I loved to hawks.
We were supposed to fight together.
Instead you ran,
And left me to fend for myself.