Because Of You

Its all your fault. You broke my heart and left me there... How dare you go back on your word. Thanks for making me cry

I was laying there,
Broken hearted.

Tears falling from my eyes,
And mascara running down my pale face.

My pillow soaked,
From my running eyes.

My hair was a mess,
It was all tangled up in a knot.

I was layered in blankets,
For my body frozen up with fear,
And shock that you weren't here.

I laid there,
Unable to move,
Breath,
Or even speak.

My body shaking,
And trembling,
For your love.

I was hurting,
More than I ever had.

I have given you everthing,
My world,
Myself,
And my heart.

Oh, my poor heart,
Its all cut up,
And stabbing me inside.

The pain is unbearable,
And no matter how hard I try to ease my pain,
Nothing seems to work.

Why did you have to go,
And break my heart?

....I thought you loved me?

....I thought you care?

I believed you,
And every word you ever said.

I trusted you,
And gave you your word.

You promised me,
That this would never happen to me.

That you would always,
Love me.

But then why,
Do I lay here broken,
And hurting?

This is not my fault,
Oh no, not this time its not,
It's yours!

You broke your promise,
But most all you lied to me!

You left me here,
To die alone.

You made me cry,
All these hopeless tears.

You took my heart,
Loved it for a while,
And then when you got bored,
You threw it away!

I ask you this one question.
Why wait a year,
Before doing this to me?
.....

As much as I hate you,
I cant help but miss you.

You were my everything.
.....

But now...,
You cant be my mine,
And I can no longer love you.

So I lay here,
Unwanted,
Unloved,
Alone,
And crying....

Author's Note

I dont care about flow or grammar. I just needed to write. I am really hurting right now... I know its not one of my best pieces, and I know it probably doesnt make sense but I didnt know what else to do... If you dont think this is good and your rating is lower than 90% dont rate cause I am trying to raise my status. ....Thanks I guess

Reviews

[Dittobug]

This was very emotional and I could feel the pain pouring out of each and every word, and it made my own heart wrench.

**hugs** I do hope you get to feeling better, and that whoever did that do you gets a kick to the...

You know. >:C

-Lily