Relapse: Lying Like Liars & Burning Like Fires

You can't stay new forever.

                                 

Everyday I learn something new: 

A lie. A secret.

Everyday I'm told something new: 

Grow a pair. Get over it. Get up.

Today I realized something new: 

We've all changed. Lovers. Friends. Acquaintances.

Today I'm done lying to myself. 

Today I'm becoming new.

But I won't be new forever. 

This vicious cycle continues, relentless.
I'll watch everything spiral out of control. Perfect.

I'll continue to let you enter my dreams. I can't let go.

Let go.

Author's Note

Written at the beginning of my therapy sessions. I prefer the second stanza over the first. It's a little naive in thinking that someone never cared, but that was my mindset at first. Unchanged from when it was written. Criticism is welcomed.

Reviews

[Angel Bluestocking]

great write.

[Pradnya]

nice one,