four now Three (part 1)

this is going to be a bit like a story in parts. the beginning may not make sense to some but as i put up more parts you will begin to understand what the beginning is. this is a true story.

Four Now Three

PART 1

I sit in the chair and almost sink to the floor

A testament to my life

“How are you feeling today?”

A lie of actual intrest

 

I don’t eat drink or sleep how i should

My life at school was ruind by teachers

I failed most classes because they were easy

The teacher told me i couldn’t spell words

My only escape counted four now three

 

One is a world of fantasy i can create

Two is a world of fantasy already created for me

Three is a world of fantasy where i can do what i want

 

Life at home is no better than school

At six i couldent understand why dad was living at the pub where he worked

I know there had been a lot of yelling first

When he finnnaly came home we traveld to the city alot

My only escape counted four now three

 

One is a world of fantasy i can create

Two is a world of fantasy already created for me

Three is a world of fantasy where i can do what i want

 

I changed school wether for better or for worse

My life at school was ruind by kids

I failed most classes because they were easy

At least i had some freinds

My only escape counted four now three

 

 

One is a world of fantasy i can create

Two is a world of fantasy already created for me

Three is a world of fantasy where i can do what i want

 

At home life is better!

My escape is four again

To the city every Saturday

At eight in the morning

After a hour and a half drive im acting

but then

My only escape counted four now three

 

One is a world of fantasy i can create

Two is a world of fantasy already created for me

Three is a world of fantasy where i can do what i want

 

I hate those kids

who destroyed my life at school

no emotions

no longer human

at school

and yet there is one who i turn to

a spark of light

the girl i love

my only escape counts four