Oct 30, 2012

What have I unknowingly build around me?  Is it the love of others I have put before You?  I have not eaten in over a day.  I ask for an appetite.  I am crying for You, and You continue to tear me apart.  All I can relate to is Jesus.  Heal me, and allow me to focus on You.  I am already your servant.  Use my own weakness to break these demons off me, no matter how dark it gets.  Give me the letters to organize into phrases to break my heart wide open for You, to destroy demons.  My brief search for Jesus has turned into a marathon.  There is no other choice but to grasp to Jesus at all costs.  Get my conscience off this world.