Nov 13, 2012

I have asked, and I have received.  Last night, at the exact moment I was naturally dozing off, some other-worldly emotion completely engulfed me for a brief period of time.  Not even realizing what it was, I could only welcome love and fear.  In an attempt to endeavor the previous nights presence, I could not relive that moment for today's current existence.  In this attempt, I now understand that God's love is so powerful, alive, and enduring that is cannot be grasped again through memory.  I find it peculiar the want to revive foregoing humanly love will only present itself with repentance and sorrow, assuming time has been petty.  Therefore realizing we (as humans), are secretly hardwired to crave love (God's), and depending which love we desire could destine us to walk a tight rope with or without a safety net.  One must comprehend His love cannot be intercepted and retained while time dwindles away, but must be constantly sought after.  It's there for our taking, it's invisible, it's powerful, and there is no denying it's existence even when feeling it from another human.  Consequently, the only option is to depend on God's love to last forever if our own humanly love ends with separation or through death.  Oh the joy of feeling content with completeness.