Well I am Here

Well I am here.  I did not break up with you over the phone, although I’m still not sure what you wanted me to do over the summer; just come over one day say screw off and never see you again?  I guess I’m awkward and shy and I just am honest about how I do stuff without thinking too much, but I’m sorry for hurting you.  I’m not sure why you didn’t just break up with me, even over the phone, rather than breaking my heart slowly and leaving me full of doubts and pains, but I’m doing it now.  You never needed a boyfriend.  Your life is fine without one, and you still need to go find yourself.  Not like me, I need a girlfriend… You never needed me, you have friends you’re happy, you have a family that takes care of you… You’ll always be somewhere in my heart and I hope you have a great year after you’re done being mad at me… Oh, and I wanted you to know you’re wrong.  I don’t have friends, all my love goes to my girlfriend, I feel very little connection to anyone else in my life.

 

Since rally,

Your Previous Love

Author's Note

This is something I wrote as a reflection after going through a summer of being ignored and than having to dump the girl myself at school. It's a bit old and, although I edited a bit, I did not want to change too much being afraid it would ruin the honesty I put into it when I wrote it

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