How Do I Describe This?

I feel like screaming

Well...actually weeping

Yes, I feel like screaming and weeping

Oh..and I can't forget getting sick

Screaming, weeping and getting sick

Yes thats it!

Oh...and fainting

Falling to my knees, light headed

Ya know?

Screaming, weeping

Getting sick, fainting

And falling...

Falling into your arms

Tears running down my red eyes

As you hold me, cooing in my ear

Assuring me,

As you murmur sweet kisses to my lips,

That you'll never leave, you're here

I'm hollow...

But full of all these emotions

Absolutely ripping me to shreds

One day the world will wake up

To find me curled in a ball

One breath then I'm dead

So as I sit here

Alone in my own

Dark little world,

Trembling in fear

Feeling like 

Screaming, weeping, 

Getting sick, fainting and falling

Like I'm vulnerable and scared 

A lost puppy out on the street

About to be kicked, and hit and beat

All at once, and it's maddening!

I just hope you'll be here

That you'll be the one to catch me

And hold me together 

Before I break beyond repair.

Author's Note

I just had to get something out there....I don't know how to describe the feelings I get. Just a little ball of darkness...a black hole threatening to destroy me? Yeah...idk

Reviews

[Eryn ♪]

I thought this was amazing, It was actually supposed to rank but something got messed up along the way. It might not mean much, but I wanted you to know.

[Lost in Wonderland]

Thank you:)

[Acer]

Nicely written indeed, new flash it is i'd say indirectly.

[Lost in Wonderland]

Thank you
God bless

[Acer]

Your welcome :*)
God bless you too.

[Lost in Wonderland]

:)

[Acer]

:*)

:*)

[SheActsLikeSummer]

I love this. You describe everything in such a way that makes it seem all that much more real. It's absolutely beautiful. Well done.

[Lost in Wonderland]

Thanks:)
God bless

[Kyle Sky]

So much emotion and strength in this piece. The verse flowed beautifully with the mood and there is so much pain in the atmosphere that it is enough to pull a tear from ones eye. So sorrowful... and so beautiful in its way. with this review, comes my reply:
"Trapped in this dark orb, Do not fear the mind coming to insanity, for as you wait, Sympathy will be your company"
I send my Sympathy, Respect and Admiration to you.

[Lost in Wonderland]

Thank you Kyle

[Zachary_James]

Stay strong,
our beloved Jesus will get you through this. I am sure of it.

[Lost in Wonderland]

Thanks, I sure hope so

[Pax]

your stronger than what you think my friend...
its very well written out from you core...
don't let it broke you, just let it slide through your pen...
just the way its written right now
i believed in you...
great work!

[Lost in Wonderland]

Thank you...

[Serenity Faith]

Mickey...this poem just eats at my heart. I understand this pain, I understand it alll too well...I hope this isn't how you feel at the moment. :( it eases with time, you just have to hang in there and it may sound silly but think happy thoughts. If anything the fact that you are still alive is enough. It may hurt, you may hurt many more times, but isn't it enough to try? To try for happiness...if you stop believing it'll be okay, then it really wont :(

[Lost in Wonderland]

yeah its one of those days i feel like this. though it doesnt happen all the time... i'll try to keep believing. thanks emily