Confused Like An Idoit

Feelings, confused, stupid, making me feel like a twat. (to put it loosely)

I Honestly don't know what's going on!

What are we to each other?

 

Love me one minute?

Discard me the next?

Still I love,

I love you like a fool.

 

I hate it!

You make it as if I have no where to turn.

NO WHERE!

How if that fair?

 

Fair never came into it.

You don't work with fair,

You take what you want then leave.

 

Where does that leave me?

Without my friend?

Without my love?

With me and my lonely lost.

 

I could find it in my heart to forgive you?

I always forgive you!

You twist me around so much!

Yet I still forgive you?

 

I love you so much!

Even through my pure hatred for the word.

It's love that I feel.

What hurts most?

I'm not sure,

maybe

 

You don't feel it back

Author's Note

Slightly confused lately. I need to get things off of my mind so this ^ came out of it all. So much more to be said although that can't be expressed through a poem. It needs to be said out loud face to face. But most of the time I'm too afraid to say anything.