Just Tired

Not wanting to be in this circle we all call life anymore.

I'm too old for drama, yet surrounds me on a daily basis.

 

 

Still hurting from the past,

I guess that's why they call it "falling" cause evertime I do

I'm the one left in pain.

 

 

Tired of people's mind games,

feels like my head's going to explode.

 

 

Too mature for liars,

but I think I'm the biggest one at times.

 

 

I hate myself on a daily basis,

but fooled you cause I act confident putting on that front.

 

 

Sometimes, I'm sick of people

but i'm really loney and just want to "fit in."

 

 

I wish on stars, and dream my dreams,

yet don't understand why I haven't found that one love-

 

 

The once in a lifetime,

thinking about him when I wake up first thing,

last thing on my mind when I fall asleep,

getting butterflies whenever I see him,

goosebumps when our lips meet,

tingling and lightheaded when they call my name...

 

 

that one perfect person.

 I don't know...does that even exist??