The Eternal Internal Struggle

The Eternal Internal Struggle

A Poem by Jock Engelman
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(original upload found here: http://truml.com/profile/poetry-detail/96884 )

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Why are you lying to me 
why cant you leave me be 
why do you have to look like that 
why do u spill your wrist on the mat 
why do I even talk to you 
I know why because you asked me to  
why do I listen to u speak  
when I know perfectly well that you are weak 
why do you command me so  
while my emotions go to and fro 
many battles I have lost 
and lots of money it has cost  
mostly coz of my bad memory  
as I now sit underneath this chestnut tree  
the struggle is still taking place 
the eternal internal struggle  
between my heart, brain and me

© 2012 Jock Engelman


Author's Note

Jock Engelman
not recently written was written at about the 31/12/2011

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Jock Engelman
Jock Engelman

Newcastle, New South Wales, Australia



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I am a guy who has gone through a lot over the years, i have many illnesses which i manage quite well. But i am still riddled with many demons. I was bullied for many years, so now i use my years of t.. more..

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