Forever Be Broken

Sometimes... we're just too shattered on the inside to ever be fully put back together...

I will forever be broken and will never be perfect.

I will never be anyone's favorite, there's always someone else.

I will never not cry myself to sleep.

I will always wish these scars weren't so deep.

I will never come out of my shell,

And I will never escape my personal hell.

I will always hate me and degrade myself,

I will destroy me until there is nothing left.

I will forever be broken, there is no fixing this...

I wonder if when I'm gone, if I'll ever be missed.

I hide all of this away,

Never saying how I really feel...

You say this is all fake,

But for me it's very real.

I will roam this life forever searching for my place.

Someday I will find a home, and then I'll end this chase.

But that time is not now, nor will it ever be,

It will never happen until I am truly free.

But to be free is only a dream that will never come true...

I will forever be broken, until my time is due...