Just blowing off some steam

Just blowing off some steam

A Poem by Nix Is Still Typing...
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Just blowing off a little steam, I was in a mood so I needed to write...

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I just wanna feel normal

But I feel like that’s a struggle

I’m tired of having to juggle all this extra bullshit

I'm always walking on eggshells around them

If they don’t quit, I swear

I’m leaving for good

I get that I’m their kid

But I feel so misunderstood

I’ll be eighteen soon, d****t

Don’t dare forget

I’m leaving as soon as possible

The first change I get

They’ve driven me crazy

Borderline f*****g insane!!!

I’m getting hella tired of all of this now

I don’t think I’ll play their little game

I know they’re trying to taunt me

But I’ll be an adult soon

I’ll just leave

That must be what they’ve wanted all along, wasn’t it?

Ah, must’ve been the trick up their sleeve!

They’ve really pissed me off now

But it’s okay, I’ll find someone else to stay with

If anyone asks me where I’m staying

I’ll just plead the fifth

I’ll go far far away

To a land unknown

Far away from GA

Where I can sway all day

And play by my own rules

Somewhere where I can have a phone of my own

And prove that I’m grown


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Being a teenager sucks, especially if you have other issues too. Good to splash it out on the page, it's a petfect outlet. My grandson is nearly 23 and lives with us and his 20 year old sister. We all went through hell together with his emotional disregulation. He hated us back then, what a difference now. A much happier person. Hang in there you won't be a teen for ever. You express yourself well.

Chris

Posted 5 Days Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

Nix Is Still Typing...

5 Days Ago

Thank you, Chris :) I hope so...but I mean...I'm planning on leaving as soon as I turn 18...or short.. read more
Christine Anne Shaw

5 Days Ago

You have a lot going on there girlie. What you must do is stay somewhere where you will be safe. Saf.. read more
Nix Is Still Typing...

5 Days Ago

There are some instances where I have to use...certain things just to get a home...until I can find .. read more



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Being a teenager sucks, especially if you have other issues too. Good to splash it out on the page, it's a petfect outlet. My grandson is nearly 23 and lives with us and his 20 year old sister. We all went through hell together with his emotional disregulation. He hated us back then, what a difference now. A much happier person. Hang in there you won't be a teen for ever. You express yourself well.

Chris

Posted 5 Days Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

Nix Is Still Typing...

5 Days Ago

Thank you, Chris :) I hope so...but I mean...I'm planning on leaving as soon as I turn 18...or short.. read more
Christine Anne Shaw

5 Days Ago

You have a lot going on there girlie. What you must do is stay somewhere where you will be safe. Saf.. read more
Nix Is Still Typing...

5 Days Ago

There are some instances where I have to use...certain things just to get a home...until I can find .. read more
I like how you use "Land" rather than states away, much like Emily D. in her "no frigate like a book"---
Lands gives us a different perspective...not just miles...but hearts away from those who misunderstand.
I remember being your age...and I felt that same misunderstanding....
I wanted to take a very long walk, and just keep on walking.
j.

Posted 1 Week Ago


Nix Is Still Typing...

1 Week Ago

Haha, I glad you could understand the way I feel, J. I've been locked up in a prison (Parents don't .. read more
I learned a long time ago that escape is never what it's made out to be.. there'll always be words and actions that do the dirty on mind and heart. And if you listen, you'll hear the jungle calls of peeps s just like you, wanting nothing more than silence and static. You think?

That said you write so well, wording laid realistically, honestly and more. Little omitted, raw thoughts, the air is blue as hell. Do you feel better now? Take care, keep safe. Please.

Posted 1 Week Ago


Nix Is Still Typing...

1 Week Ago

Writing always helps me calm down a little bit...I like to write something raw and uncut and somethi.. read more
emmajoy

6 Days Ago

Your words were incredibly moving.. and reading now what happened to your phone.. is sad as wotsit. .. read more
Hello, Nix! :)
You seem fed up. Haha... Don't let people upset you. We're all the same. Have you tried using psychology to change your parents' behavior, conditioning?

Posted 1 Week Ago


Nix Is Still Typing...

1 Week Ago

I really really am fed up, Mattavelli, what exactly do you mean by that? Thank you for reading and r.. read more
mattavelli

1 Week Ago

My pleasure :)
You know your parents better than they do. I'm sure you can work their moods t.. read more
Nix Is Still Typing...

1 Week Ago

Huh...I never really thought of it like that...I'll give it a try! Thank you, Matt :)
honestly is the beauty of this piece , the anger makes it raw . this is a phase that a lot of people go through and it is brave of you to pen it for all .
with love , Ankita

Posted 1 Week Ago


Nix Is Still Typing...

1 Week Ago

Thank you, Ankita!!! I appreciate the read and review a lot!!!
Ankita Dwivedi

1 Week Ago

The pleasure is mine !
The only person that really cares and that really matters is yourself. No one else really give's a s**t and if they do, they will still always lack the ability to truly understand your internal situation.

Everyone is alone. How you deal with that is and always will be on you. (together with the rest of us)





Posted 1 Week Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

Dave's TK Little Skin

1 Week Ago

I read quick. Like a bunny. I hope my review still made sense, bunnies can be kinda stupid sometim.. read more
Nix Is Still Typing...

1 Week Ago

Hahaha, that made me laugh. Your review does make sense...ish? I dunno, but I like it! :) Thank you .. read more
Dave's TK Little Skin

1 Week Ago

It was my pleasure.

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Hey, Nix here! It's been a while since I've written anything, so I just went ahead and made a new account!!! 🙃 I used to be on here as Nix Is Typing... As always, read requests are received .. more..


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