A demon is calling my name

I was in jail for 2 nights and this came to me

A demon is calling me

he tells me sweet words

sweet words of no pain

I want to reach for his words of relief

for a feel the greatest pain of all

my heart is broken.

my love is gone

my baby is gone

what have I done?

how to I make this right?

but a demon calls my name

I hear him

he tells me that I am at fault

for I know he speaks the truth

I have lost what was giving me hope

I have lost the thing I didn't want to lose

so I listen to this demon

do I dare to fallow him?

Do I dare to let him take me?

Should I just go off this dock tonight

surrender my soul to this demon

only then do I see in the refeltion

the face of the demon calling my name

I see death

I want to make this plunge

and so I drop into the ice waters

let the water in my lungs

and let this demon take me.....