Safety In Fear

Isn't it funny how sometimes being confused makes things easier?

I've lost myself

I've given up

I drained my strength 

Trying to find it

Never have I felt 

So confused, so lost

But also the contradiction 

of safety in fear

I'm seeking warm

with eyes tight shut

My ache is released

When I fall into you

I know when I breakdown

I won't shatter

WHen I turn cold

I won't be alone

I feel safe while unstable

I feel free while I'm scared

Please 

Let me just stay

In the warm

In the quiet

Please just shhh me to sleep