ScribblesA Poem by NumbJust my life, things I needed to get out. Comments would be helpful...I've been fragile For a long time So if we ever fall in love You better not break my heart I won't be able to carry on If it shatters anymore I barely have enough strength Within myself For my heart to power my body
Cut Pop Slice Clip Zip Drink Swallow Flinch Cry Don't Scream.
Voices yell Figures appear They say things I don't wanna hear I don't have a choice I can't block them out They live in my head My brain makes the shadows People with claws Dark, ominous figures Hands reach out at me Beady eyes that change color Depending on what they feel For me that day Blue for apathetic Red for angry Blackish for murderous Yellow for sorrow Purple for when they're about to...
My life sucks You can agree with me Please I want for you to agree What I do not want Is for you to relate to me I don't want anyone to relate I don't want anyone To go through what I do I don't want them to Hear and see what I do I would never wish my life Upon another person It is too horrid and they would shatter Just like I have They'd be a body without a soul And live would become darkness But for me That darkness is familiar It's what I call home These walls close in People stare No one cares Voices murmer Voices whisper Everyone watches me And people call me lonely HA! I like them to see all the attention I'm receiving... Although it's unneeded. They say they'll leave Once I get fatter Sure, the real people will But the ones in my head? They'll be with me until The day I die With me until I stop Popping pills Cutting my wrists Making myself puke Over excising to lose weight Starving myself Finding other girls like me Who have tips to get skinnier
Drop vinegar on your tongue if you think you may eat Don't eat after seven at night Drink one cold glass of water every hour Brush your teeth before you eat - The taste when matched with food will disgust you Pinch your fat when you feel like eating Count to 100 when you get a craving and it might pass Make a list of why not to eat when you want to Then read it twenty times Drink with every or every other bite until full - Makes you look active at the table Tap your finger or shake your leg when sitting down Every. Calorie.Counts. Sit up straight. It burns 10% more calories than slouching Get your sleep. Less than 6 hours stimulates your appetite Eat what you crave in moderation if you must Only a few bites, savor it. I'm messed up Helping other girls like me But when no one is there to help us We must help each other Or fade away Although... Fading away seems like a good idea right now. © 2010 NumbFeatured Review
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