Going Through The Storms

Going Through The Storms

A Story by OBWhiteHawk
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My life

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I have not been here and then again I have. I checked in a couple of times, and I know I have review requests and some comments on my work that I have not answered yet. I usually try to do that because I like dialogue, I like the interactions between other writers and myself. But lately I have been down.

It wont last, it never does with me. I have these times when I am having problems with working and money and my life in general and I just sort of isolate myself from others. I also left the Rez again and have been trying to get my own place but right now I am not in my own place and staying with some people I dont really know. Its kind of weird and scary and sometimes I feel like I should just leave. I will write about all these experiences when I get my head straightened out and a little more clear.

Right now I am just doing stream of consciousness type writing to get some thoughts out and not doing a very good job of it. I admit my self esteem is pretty bad and low at the moment. I think I kind of suck right now.  The weather has been stormy as hell and its all I can do to get through the day of rain and wind both outside and inside of my heart and soul.  I am sure I will, just do not know when the monsoons will be over with.

© 2013 OBWhiteHawk


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Thank you for posting this. Everything that touches our soul, our heart and our life, changes our mood. A stormy day makes me write more about pain and loss. It wakes my hidden pain's side up. Feel better soon...

Posted 6 Years Ago


OBWhiteHawk

6 Years Ago

Yes I agree that can happen, bad weather brings out the bad feelings. Also since we don't want to go.. read more
i always blame my down times on the weather, i know that's only half the problem, don't stay too far away, we need you around here :)

hoping the weather clears up real soon - for both of us

Posted 6 Years Ago


OBWhiteHawk

6 Years Ago

Thank you! I am doing my best to come back and stay back. I appreciate your concern and support. :)

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