How can I make you happy

How can I make you happy

A Poem by Outlawless

You don't like me

I'm just a little tea pot short and stout
Here is my handle, here is my spout
Tip me over and pour me out

I was just fine, happy inside, do what my life told me at the time
I didn't know you were so offended by my soul that I was supposed to change my core
Wore like a tool from all the swirls of right and wrong and fine inside
I changed my life one bit at a time
Waiting to find the happiness I had inside
Searching along trying to get along thinking this was the right side
Now they are happy look at me I'm doing exactly
Like you wanted me to be
I'm miserable and you think I'm cool
I'm so glad that I could make you happy and s**t
But wait, what about me
I'm just a numb sad lonely slate
I got in this is it where is the big party and colorful s**t
I did it! I'm an adult they all accept me for me miserable!
Oh you don't understand that I'm my own man
I don't need all of those dirty hands
Material mind games pulling you in like an unconscious workmen
I meant need that to live
I'm happy from within, it's time you figured out your own s**t and stopped blaming everyone different
I'll be nice I understand it's not gonna come quick
I've been working on this since exiting to this side
I'm just high, I'm just wild, I'm just crazy, how can you believe those things, are you okay
Why don't you think my way
I hope your okay I'm not able to open my brain
That's okay, I understand and I accept you either way
Just please, don't ask me to change
I've always been the same
I'll love and see you the same anyway

© 2017 Outlawless

Author's Note

Constructive criticism is great. I like to here different ways and points of view. So give me your skew, I'm sure to argue because I can't open up enough to think anyone is more right that the words that come from mouth. Now that's fucked up

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Added on October 22, 2017
Last Updated on October 22, 2017
Tags: Happiness, dislike, hate, confused, unconscious, my life, heart, acceptance, materialistic, expectations



Mandan , ND

I'm just another one trying find the love that I've made impossible to love more..

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