TODAY

TODAY

A Poem by ~Paedams
"

Grief bothering me.

"

Listen......

I try to hear your voice

To see your smile

But now all I have are the visions of you laying in the coffin.

 

You are the reason for my existence

I am your duplicate

I am yours.

 

I can not wrap my head around this s**t!

I am confused, I am grieving.

I remember the things you have told me.

I remember....

 

How am I going to do this today?

Sit there and listen while the preacher speaks about

How you have moved on to an better life

Yeah right.....

I get that we die

I get it was your time

I get you have moved on and have left me behind.

 

I GET IT!!!!

 

I am sad and angry

I feel like a small child.

I don't know what to do

How can I be me when there is no longer.....YOU.

 

~Paedams

Copyright 2011. All rights reserved to Paedams.

© 2011 ~Paedams


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Added on July 8, 2011
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~Paedams
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Hello, I am a Domestic Violence Advocate/Writer. I myself am an Domestic Violence Survivor. I am not one to mince words when it comes to my causes especially "Domestic Violence", Many of my poems are .. more..

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