Pity

The look in your eye
The feeling of your touch
I don't want it
I don't need your pity
Look at me
I have lived longer than I have known you
No matter how my heart become shredded
Don't pity me
No matter how much pain nor tears
Don't tell me it will get better
Because It's won't
I don't want to walk ahead or behind you
I just want to walk beside you
I want to forget
Not reminded
I want you to see me and not see my pain
I want to be...
Happy again
Why is it so hard
Just look at me and stay by me
That's all I am asking