1000

Hello, this is very personal.

A thousand or so days doesn't seem like too much time,

not when I spend every moment with you on my mind,

and almost as much with you by my side.

A thousand or so days of you infecting every aspect of my life,

as gently as you do.

A thousand or so days in vein of what?

us?

or my own hopeless ambition,

my uphill battle with depression.

A thousand or so days I wouldn't trade to have you back,

you left and took me back, 

showed me everything I already knew I lacked, but

A thousand or so days for this small step towards growth,

and these leaps away from you,

from these things you do,

leaving everything,

used.

A thousand or so days, and we've gone our separate ways,

without a goodbye,

without an apology.

A thousand or so days and I'm sorry,

I know you are too,

I could never blame you,

this is just what you do.

A thousand or so days to say,

Goodbye

to a thousand or so days of you.