That Summer Day

That Summer Day

A Poem by Hannavas R.

Just a poem representing myself

My heart is squished,
By heavy tears,
Translucent on my cheeks,
Bitter and cold on my chest.
My heart,
All but broken,
It sometimes seems to barely beat,
What I used to feel inside,
Lays more dormant.
I ruined the man I once loved,
The man I still love,
But the love has changed,
For he has changed,
He still says the words,
"I love you",
But it's not the same,
The feeling isn't there,
I ruined him,
That summer day,
Last year.
We still play the lovers part,
Hiding and lying to ourselves,
Like nothing ever happened,
But that fact is,
On that summer day,
I made my last mistake.
Shy from a year later,
We still lay together,
But it's just not the same,
Our love ended that Summer day.
When he came home that night,
And I saw his face,
It had been eight months since I last saw him,
And I couldn't help but cry,
I cried in joy of his return,
And sadness for his next good-bye,
For I knew that would be our last day,
I wanted three days for ourselves,
Our final nights of love and bliss,
But the guilt was to high,
I told him that very night.
I regret my choice while he was gone,
But I only strayed once,
"That was enough", he said as he left me,
That summer day,
I cried like never before,
Sure death was at my door,
I didn't even peak.
Why we pretend now,
That everything is okay,
I think,
It's because we both...
That summer Day.
June 18th, 2013 the last day of a beautiful thing.

© 2014 Hannavas R.

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Hannavas R.

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Very emotional... and makes one sad. Good thing is that you've expressed your feeling nicely. Good write. Chheer up!

Posted 10 Years Ago

This is why open relationships are good. :)
Your poem is sad but beautiful.

Posted 10 Years Ago

I-I'm so sorry for you :( If you ever ever need someone to talk to, I'm here. Never be afraid to ask :'( (hugs in a friendly way)

Posted 10 Years Ago

Oswald Chesterfield Cobblepot

10 Years Ago

:) lol you are so fricken cute... UMMM 030'''' I didnt say nothing
Hannavas R.

10 Years Ago

WHAT? I didn't quite catch that? heehee *snicker snicker*
Oswald Chesterfield Cobblepot

10 Years Ago

lol * blushes dark red and hides my face*

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Added on April 13, 2014
Last Updated on April 13, 2014
Tags: broken heart, fading love, tears, sadness


Hannavas R.
Hannavas R.

I am a 16 year old fantasy and romance reader and mostly short story writer, though I also write gay and lesbian, autobiographies, poems, novels, teen and young adult, and strictly adult. I'm silly.. more..

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