The narcisist

The narcisist

A Poem by Pips1
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the description of a household who lost hope

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All my life I was just the shy kid,
the smart,
the perfect one.
Except that I wasn´t.
That´s not possible.
However, everyone in the neighborhood hears:
«She´s amazing, she has never disappointed me.»
Doors close.
And here it comes:
I´m alone, none of you helps me, treats me, care about ME.
I am the VICTIM. I am never wrong.
Don´t even wait for an apologie.
Each and every piece of my life trauma will be given to you.
If I didn´t went out, so don´t you.
If I couldn´t show any affection to my family without being judge, so can´t you.
If every single thing that I did was criticised, so will you.
The exhaustion runs in the veins
of the shy little girl.
Even your footsteps make me tremble.
I just wanted to see the ocean and
dream in it,
swim in it,
feel myself in it again.
No one knows.
No one cares.
But when I´m good and life goes,
Them all are the guilty for stare.
Biggest,
Enormous,
The wish of leaving.
Everything.
Everyone.
Just start over.
Ocean, will you come with me?

© 2022 Pips1


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Added on June 28, 2022
Last Updated on June 29, 2022

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Pips1
Pips1

Lisboa, Chiado, Portugal



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