Chapter 5 - Will I Ever Know The World Behind My Wall?

Chapter 5 - Will I Ever Know The World Behind My Wall?

A Chapter by Kristen
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The fifth of 8 past blog posts.

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Whataya want from me..

 Seems like the story of my life these days.

 I'm doing alright, coping as well as I can I guess. Haven't been in much of a writing mood lately at all, so I have nothing new to post. I'm more of a quality person vs. quantity, meaning I believe that it's better to have quality than quantity. I don't know, just me I guess. Hopefully I can get something new up this weekend though, and read some contest entries, etc. Fun life, eh?

 I feel like I'm letting everyone down. Even though people don't usually ask much of me, I always feel like I have to help them out. And so I say, whataya want from me. But seriously, I need to stop always trying to meet the demands of people besides myself, though I can never meet my own demands. What to do..

 I also feel enclosed and trapped in my own mind, which is sometimes good for other people but it's never good for me. You see, I have the issue of overthinking everying, or thinking too much. Thus, the title of this post, "will I ever know the world behind my wall?", from Tokio Hotel's song "World Behind My Wall". The wall, in this case, is merely mental, though it seems to be my biggest obstacle of all.

 

Listen to: World Behind My Wall - Tokio Hotel



© 2010 Kristen


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