Untitled:Thoughts In My Head Pt.1

Thoughts in my lonely mind. here me speak.

Do you ever have those days where you just feel like
s**t, feels like you run into a ditch,nobody knows
nobody cares the way you feel. Its like everybody is stepping on you and they know it and don't give a rats a*s about it.

Maybe, if you took  a puff on that blunt you could just say f**k it all, just get high and daydream all night long, i always feel like s**t i don't have any money,car,woman, job, or many things i need to have in life though i have a great loving family.

To get things in life, you got to get new things in life to improve a better lifestyle but the negative lifestyle that i been in seven years in depression has come down to be some of the worst years ever.

The people ask me why don't you change and i reply to em that one day til my death it will change either with the pot(lol yeah really) job, meds, or just be happy for the hell of it if that will ever come.

Dreaming cant stop this sickness of the negative in my brain
it will always be here til im gone like the wind.

Author's Note

ignore grammar problems, i basically write journal poetry
jus something on my mind.

Reviews

[emmajoy]

There's so much raw and powerful heart in this post, not sure if it's a feeling of 'I'm ok, leave me alone' or .. 'I don't like where I'm at .. '

You use some great phrases: 'Its like everybody is stepping on you and they know it and don't give a rats a*s about it.'

As to your feelings and what you're saying .. I guess we live our own dreams, if we really want to .. nobody can do it for us ..

[Poetic Beauty]

I think everyone has days like this. Yours seems mellow compared to mine. Mine is like will any one miss me if i am gone and so on. I like the way you wrote this and than you for posting in creative poetry group.