Loneliness, a part of my life.

Loneliness is an emotion and being alone can be a choice.... “I am not alone because loneliness is always with me."

I am alone.

With just some people I'm moving on.

Some talk less, some talk a lot.

I don't know if they are friends or not.

I am alone.

With some fears I'm moving on.

Some are scary, some are not.

I don't know if they are real or not.

I am alone.

With some deep wounds I'm moving on.

Some hurts more, some hurts less.

I don't know if they will heal or not

I am alone.

With a fake smile I'm moving on.

Sometimes looks good, sometimes not.

I don't know if it works or not.

I am alone.

With some burdens I'm moving on.

Some are huge, some are little.

I don't know if I will repay or not.

I am alone

With some secrets I'm moving on.

Some can save me, some can lead me to death.

I don't even know my remaining breaths. 

Author's Note

Your little appreciation and honest feedback make me write even more. A person who feels appreciated will always do more than expected.

Reviews

[Riddhi]

I loved this poem..I feel the same as you sometimes..But actually solitude comes as a blessing to me many times which help me understand myself better...And actually that may sound a bit odd but I indeed like my own company..I liked this poem as I felt all words were directly coming out of your heart..And actually the picture was perfect for your poem...
Keep writing..

[Amada]

Thanks riddhi

[Kathy Van Kurin]

'Loneliness, a part of my life'
Rahul Bakolia,
You bravely admit the situation and more bravely 'move on.' To me that in itself is a big step, an effort made to live and function and do the work required in this life. Very good poem of process, healing and finding the next season of your life.
Blessings,
Kathy

[Amada]

Thank you so much Kathy for well wishes

[Najam Us Saher]

The fact that you are moving on proves that you are strong and the loneliness is not holding you back. This poem shows your strength. I loved this.

[barleygirl]

I'm 62 & I've been a loner all my life. I love your idea that loneliness itself can be a companion. I don't find being alone to be a lonely experience myself. I find it much more relaxing than being around humans. Of course I have my furry friends *smile* The thing I like most about your message is that you are not putting any judgment into the description of being alone . . . it can be both good & bad or neutral in its effect on various people. I love the way you express the never-ending uncertainties that is part of being alive! (((HUGS))) Fondly, Margie

[¿]

And when you're alone....you come up with the best in understanding yourself...Tis good that you got a companion there as loneliness!!
A minor than minor typo :- 1st stanza, 3rd line tis some talks instead of some talk☺
Thanks for sharing btw☺

[Amada]

Thanks for your kind words, I like when you review my post thanks 😄😄😄

[¿]

Heartedly welcome😊!