Forever and For Always(old)

Is this a movie?

The one with the sad ending?

Where no one wins?

Because no one can?

Wanting to be forever.

MY future? MY for always?

Sinking into my skin

And oh, I love to let you in.

No way to live without you

But... is it killing you?

The heart aches... then breaks.

Just a chip to the shape.

Don't want to let it go...

But would it be better?

Maybe someday...

Forever? For Always?

Stay close to my heart...

What's happening?

Neither side wins.

Can I hurt another?

They say, "Love is pain."

But to kill you?

My choice alone...

Decisions... decisions...

What's killing me most?

Time.

Awkward.

Off.

Unable to sleep.

Thinking of you.

My ghost. You.

I need solidification.

Forever, for always.

What shall I do?