Inner Thoughts

An uplifting poem I guess you could say.

Inner Thoughts

They say people change; I say you never change your just becoming you because if you die tomorrow you died you, true?

I guess when I was drunk I tried to kill myself yea I got money but I'm the poorest n***a around f**k wealth happiness is my health, 

Ironically I don't f**k with funerals I couldn't stand to see my brother in a casket I'd drop it, 

But when you talk about him you better not spit you don't want to get hit cuz I already popped a couple pills n s**t, 

I try n sit on the cascades hill thinking and asking god what's his problem what's the deal why'd you have to take my bro away you knew how'd that make me feel,

Man that lil brotha was the epitome of trill, 

I write these lyrics trying to heal the pain,

Intoxicated blood rushing through my vein, 

Trying not to go insane,

I'm falling and I can't turn back, 

The thoughts attack, 

I try n get fucked up to blind em but they are too strong to smart and keep tearing my soul apart and what's left of my heart,

Paranoia attacking sacking the king,

I hit a my one night up and she already know what to bring, 

Steady knocking boots making her sing, 

Let her know what it is never loving more like lusting and when were done with the temporary fling,

Then comes the passing,

Smart brother learned quickly that you can't be cuffing,

Cuz she say what you to hear got you believing not knowing she's just bluffing

It’s a dog eat dog world and when you think ahead nothing's really surprising,

Life's a lesson you live and you learn you roll and you burn,

You go to work hard and wait patiently for your turn,

For that glorious takeover,

Do it for you people that left this earth too fast; a horrid departure, 

Do it now cuz tomorrow you could find out you’re a father,

Or get stuck in the fast lane..

The choice is yours but how good do you feel when you tell yourself why bother? 




~RAWNESTY~

Author's Note

Ignore grammar. How did it flow?