I AM ME

I am not always depressed

 There are good times

When I am around certain people I am happy

But you see I have let this thing inside me control me

My whole life.

Every decision that I make I make concerning that feeling

Whether a good decision or a bad decision 

But i can't let that thing control me anymore 

I have to do what I want not what my depression wants. 

You shouldn't let this control your life

and i wont do it either