I apologize

being bullied and disliked

Sorry if I found out,
I was oblivious at first,
You were calling me names,
And talk behind my back every time.

Sorry if I'm not a person likeable,
I can't change that fast,
And I don't want to change for you,
Because I feel unfair.

Sorry if I displease you,
I cannot be what you want me to be,
I didn't wish to know the truth,
Because I don't want to be hated.

I cry every night,
Wishing that everyone should just accept who I am,
I want to be accepted.

This simple wish,
I know it might not come true,
So, God please help me.

Author's Note

I am so-so right now, both optimist and pessimist(: Writing helps always

Reviews

[Drifter]

This poem makes me mourn for all those who have been bullied or hurt by all the pathetic people who think they are above everyone else. It's hard to be optimistic when the world is as filthy as it is.
They say keep your friends close and your enemies closer, but I don't agree with that. I'd say keep your values close and God closer.
Deep poem you have here.

[Rhianne Ney]

thank you for the review... that's right I can't agree with keep your enemies closer also... (:

[Miranda Richard]

Emotional. Lovely. Beautifully Worded.

[Rhianne Ney]

Thanks (:

[Muhammad Qasim]

wait and watch!! patience is the best virtue.. help will come in one form or another

[RachelReaper]

All your friends on WC accept you for who you are, don't forget about us, because if you ever need to talk just message one of us. And as for the people who don't accept you? They don't matter, they never do. And one day they'll just be a memory to you, so don't let the people who don't like you upset you.

[Rhianne Ney]

I'll be lying if I tell you that it doesn't bother me but right now it's alright I feel okay already so thanks for the wonderful review

[RachelReaper]

:)

[Rhianne Ney]

;D

[Personne]

Mm, very sad. Longing and sadnes and want. Nice, simple write full of raw emotion, I think.

[Rhianne Ney]

thank you so much for you review, it's highly appreciated~

[Personne]

Your welcome(:

[Kyle Sky]

Good piece.I love the impression it gives to the readers. I can sympathize with this more than you can imagine.

[Rhianne Ney]

I'm glad I can find someone the same as me, I hope you also survived this nightmare of mine

[Miss. Smith]

So, God please help me.

Such as simple yet powerful last line. And the fact that you apologise for all of these things, yet you still say
"And I don't want to change for you"
wonderful

[Rhianne Ney]

Thanks for the review :3

[Michael Soul]

nice write

[Rhianne Ney]

Thanks

[Ruby]

WOW o my god that is so good!!! :) 100/100
I can relate to that at school :(

[Rhianne Ney]

I'm glad you can relate my dear, I have another bully encounter.... but I can hold on ;D

[Ruby]

Yeah I hate bullies they are so annoying

[Coyote Poetry]

Can't make all people happy. Sometime best to not pay attention to people who look for weaknesses. Every person is special in some way. Just need to find what you want to do and do it. A very good poem. Open the door to thoughts and questions.
Coyote

[Rhianne Ney]

thank you for the great and kind review... I'm sorry for the failed attempt of trying to bring what your doing for me back):

[Cynthia Man]

I hate people bullying others, as some of my classmates do that on me as well. Well, just to say, I think you should keep on being who you are, if they don't like you, they don't even look at them, it makes one better by just to stick with ones who like you, we may need people telling us how to improve, but definetly not bullying.
Great poem!

[Rhianne Ney]

Thanks I'm not feeling bad now... (: