Reminder

Band writings time period

It starts so subtle, calm, soft...I can barely decipher the whisper

I lean into it, push, reach...curiosity clutches its seeker

I surrender right, wrong, reasoning...consequence hides its victorious face

What is this want, lust, need...Thick pulse readily quickens pace

Fading conscience pulls, pleads, tries...where did I put my resistance? 

Clumsily I try to gather it together...maybe I should...god nevermind now

It's impossible to deny anymore...at this very moment...it's the only thing sustaining me

Ecstasy! Rapture! Bliss!

It's over as quickly as it began, I'm left more empty than I've ever been...ever will be

It's gone...

I've hastily given what i'll never get back. The sadness snickers as it creeps thru me

Slowly it begins to taunt, torture, pry...And it knows just what buttons to press

Now...and always...this constant reminder