I Need

I need to stop thinking in pairs because we are not a pair anymore.

I need to stop hoping that every text is from you because you won't be texting me anymore.

I need to stop listening to our favorite song because it's not ours anymore.

I need to stop planning my weekend around you becuase we won't be spenidng our weekends together anymore.

I need to stop calling you my boyfriend because you aren't my boyfriend anymore.

I need to stop blaming myself because my guilt is not controlled by your mood anymore.

I need to start focusing on my life because it's not part of yours anymore.

I need to start being myself again because I can't be myself + you anymore.